Looking out-

Everyday, as I gaze into my childrens speckled eyes, I feel gratitude. I struggle through my days like any 30 something mom of two trying to hold down a job, a marriage, a family, a sense of self. This life keeps me busy and appreciative and looking out. "what's next" is a constant thougth that comes across my mind-the dishes, the laundry, the games, the good night kisses, the dogs head resting on my back when I am sititng on the floor saying "I'm here too and I appreciate you", the next adventure, the next year. time to start looking in I think, don't you? This year will be a time for me to slow down, not look ahead and take time to enjoy the life I have always wanted. Having time with my family will be on my "whats next" list and figuring out how to make that work amongst all the other "whats nexts" will be a challenge.

We spent Chistmas nestled at home, warm and cozy and relaxed. The kids spent time playing and taking naps while Lou and I managed to rest a little too. It was too bad they did'nt get to share the time with friends and family more, but there will be time for that in the future. Gabe had an ear infection and we were all pretty warn down and needed the break.



Christmas meal




Big boy at the table




crazed christmas face





enjoying his truck from santa




Frannie and her horse barn




all tired out -








first fight over a toy



New Years was a bit of the same, time together. Frannie got to go to a big movie with her dad (they watched the Adventures of TinTin) while Gabe, Murf and I took in some afternoon sunshine and went on a long hike. The first day of the year was spent soaking and taking in some hot springs (Gabes first time). We are back to our normal routine. Hope you all enjoy the coming year and are blessed with good health and wonderful friendships

.